I will be applying for a job at the Veterinarian tomorow which will be a tough job  but i need it because my "academic focus" is Pre-Vet and it would help me to get into Vet school if i stick with it......One day at a time tho.......I've developed a good liking of SAU......i think it fits me well........

I've been so busy lately its crazy, but its all good....Leave me love'n....

**A skeleton walks into a bar and says, "Gimme a beer, and a mop."**

"Christianity started in Israel as amovement, then went to Rome and became an empire, then went to Europe and became a government, then finally came to America and became an enterprise......"

that post  is dedicated to TBN.....^

I got my midterm grades in.....they were good; 4 A's,a B, and a C <---the C was in college algebra so that is a hard earned C.........So i am happy about that........I slept through Speech again today, so that sux......I miss about one every week or two lol (its cool she likes me and she is from lewisville).........I am ready to start taking some actual classes though because other than College Algebra nothing really is tooo stressful.......It feels too easy......anywho, gotta go

Currently Listening Nothing Is Sound By Switchfoot Stars see related

Wow, I haven't updated in a while........I think facebook has been a tough blow to everyone's xanga........but I do see who we all come crawling back to.......

This week was good.......I have discovered that Math sucks in college just like it did in high school......I hate it.....the weekend was fun, got to hang out with some cool people each nite.........fun times.....

On the soapbox now.......

I think that the way america holds up the idea of church isn't how it was intended to be held........I think we all depend on other people too much to develop our connection with the big guy........I think worship is good.....no, its great, but the idea of listening to a preacher to the point that you follow his beliefs instead of your own is not what i want to do......I want to read and form my own conclusions.........I mean think about it, is that not what the bible was  made for......I do think it is good to hear diffrent people or read diffrent writings in order to be more broad on your own conclusions......but i wont eat everyting i am fed like i believe soo many people do......I honestly think that most people don't do certain things because they are more scarred of what the people in the church will say than what god thinks.......Don't get me wrong, i think church is great, but i just think we need to be less dependent on it.......Don't be afraid to think for yourself or have an opinion......

now, im off my soap box......

I suggest everyone go buy the new Switchfoot cd....it's grand......

Well i am about to go to couch(i normally would say bed, but i am sleeping on the couch tonite)......give many many comments on both xanga and facebook

I dont really miss my family, but im lonely........It's like being full but wanting food

I hate this world........but i love it.....

There is so much negative.......you kinda start to expect it of people

I think some people don't like me because I stand for something.......

I like the idea of WORSHIP tattoo'd onto my forearm.....but i doubt it will happen ever...

This isn't a depressing post, it's just a long day.......Just finding my place......

..............The shadow proves the sunshine.......

I love you all